What Am I Suffering From: A Neurological, Nervous System, or Social Anxiety Disorder?

Faithnomore asked:


I’m 32 years old and this has been going on for a few months now but I have become so embarrassed to go out in public because whenever I pass by groups of people I start walking really funny (I hear people laughing and calling me gay) I don’t understand why this is happening because I’ve never had anything like this happen to me before and the more I try to relax the worse it gets to the point where my movements become uncoordinated and odd. It’s almost like my knees feel weak, my toes curl up, and it looks like I am holding in my number #2 . If I smoke a joint, it ‘s even worse, I get A SEVERE case of social anxiety disorder. I am fearful of going even to the store because I have to pass by people. And when I know people are looking at me or observing me it gets really bad to the point where I become super self conscious and all my movements are awkward and weird. It also causes me to have difficulty thinking and I just freeze up paralyzed with fear of being seen and looked at and made fun of. At first I thought I was just paranoid and it was all in my head but people have noticed my strange walk or weird movements and have pointed it out. I also seem to be on adrenalin and it causes my crotch area to be affected in the same way as if I have been swimming in a very cold pool. I’m thinking it could be early parkinsons disease, maybe a nutritional deficiency, not getting enough sleep, the consequences of doing recreational drugs like marijuana for so long, but it has really affected my social life and has caused me to be fearful of being constantly ridiculed and called gay, weird, and just looked at by people in a very unfavorable fashion. Does anyone know or suffer from similiar condition?